Hello, Hormones!

This might be TMI but it's my 3rd day today and only now did my hormones actually act up. Having said that though, I can be moody without it.

I just woke up to an order of fried chicken and fries given to me. I am on a diet. As much as I want to and should be thankful for the meal, I felt bad about it. I also feel bad when other foods out of my diet are given to me. I know that other people would kill for a meal and I should be grateful that I don't have to work for it yet. It's just that I hope that other people would understand that I have my diet too. I want to like the situation to a vegetarian being given meat. Mine is a lot less drastic but I am on one and I want to respect it.

I want to avoid fried foods. It's for a healthier life. I am really sorry that I refused but I want to be healthy and I want maintain whatever it is I believe I want to maintain.

This kind of sucks more because I feel for the hungry and the ones who gave me food. You might say that I should just give it to the needy but I do not want them to be dependent on people who give them food. I believe in teaching people how to fish rather than giving them fish. Regardless if it's a one time case; it starts there. If I eat the meal, they will still be hungry.

Don't get me wrong. I really am thankful that my parents look after us. I am beyond blessed to have them. I just don't want to eat this. To resolve this problem, I am going to give the meal to my always-hungry brother. Less guilt.

Goodness, I wonder how many people will bash on me after reading this. I hope I made you understand somehow. This is quite a long post for something that could be stated in a very short manner.