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I tweeted, "Today, I am a big disappointment." It sucks how this day feels like a waste of good energy!

It started this morning when it took me around 30 mins to pick which clothes to wear. I am not wearing anything fancy or nice at the moment but I, myself, cannot believe the amount of time I spent on that! I kept on changing clothes because I thought the match looked hideous. Ugh.

Next was in my music class. I was asked by my teacher some interesting questions that I would normally answer enthusiastically and in a very long manner. Those were just sharing questions but still. She asked how my vacation went, how Les Miz was, and what I thought of Regine's concert. I said that they're all okay. WHAAAT?!? I expounded very little and very brief! I must have been the most boring person ever having said those to topics that interest me. Huhu. What's wrong with me? Need I say how I performed? Well, okay. I still don't get the dome and forward placement. For the bth time. Kill me.

Last (up to this writing) was when I came out late when I was fetched. My mom got a little mad, I guess. My brother still had to be picked up from school after me. Though I believe that it's not really a big loss since his school is a stone's throw away from our place, her point might be making time for my brother no matter what vehicle we use.

I disappointed myself, my teacher, my mom, and myself again. Whaddup, Angela?!

And again, I will be hard on myself because of this. Ugh. Do better please!