Just saying...

I used to be scared of 12/21/12 but then I got tired. I realized that if the end would happen, then it would. Why live the remaining days feeling bothered and anxious? Though I think about it at times, I stopped believing that it would happen.

But if it does or if I do, I would just like to say that even though I want to learn more, sing more, dance more, travel more, eat more, love more, and more of everything else, I have reached a point where I feel contented of what I am and what has happened to me. This contentment brings joy and also brings hope for better things.

I would make this fast and brief (but sincere, nonetheless) as I only have a few minutes left of 12/20 GMT 8. This will be longer if I had the time. I do not know if this will ever be read but I want to feel happy and thankful in these minutes. From the bottom of my heart, thank you so much to... (not in any order... sort of)

Mama, for always being there for me. You have sacrificed a lot and you have given so much. You deserve more than the love we show you but you always choose us still. Thank you for understanding and accepting and supporting. Sorry when I have disappointed you and when I answer back. I love you way too much and I really pray that you will always be healthy. Thank you for always giving your best to us. Though I might have wished that you pushed me more at some parts of my life, it's okay. You still are the best for me.

Papa. For the help in school, for the help in projects, for the help in everything else, thank you. Even though things have gotten a little awkward lately, I am still thankful that you are my Papa. I've gotten my headstrong quality and innovative thinking from you. I don't talk a lot but I love you always.

Audric for being happy most of the time. Though I used to hate it when you take so much of the bed, I am okay now. Hehe! You are always a happy kid and that's always a great reason to be around you. Please always have to heart to serve others and please always consider other people. I can't wait for you to find your passion. You have a great mind and a sweet heart, use them and you can move the world. I love you, little brother.

Tita Lay, for always helping me and the family. You have always been there and ready to help us. Even though you always work so much, I rarely hear you complain. You are very hardworking and loving. Thank you for taking care of me when I was a kid and until up to now. I wish you more blessings because you deserve them.

Rest of my family. Thank you for being there for me and for the rest of the family. Sana damayan lagi at walang awayan. I love you all. Salamat sa suporta. I wish you all the best in life.

Berna and Sam. I am surprised and thankful that you were very present when I needed somebody this June. I was in the lowest point of my life and you were there to support and push me. I hate being seen weak but thank you for understanding and being there. Thank you for helping me find and open new doors. I love you girls and I really hope everything will turn out well for the both of you. Love life and career. Magaling kayo pareho, alam ninyo yun. I wish you enough courage and strength to do whatever you want.

Zy'e for being with me as well. I am glad that I joined PSB because I got to spend more time with you. Kahit once a week lang or kung may thing si Steph. Hehe. Super thank you for everything. You were there to listen to me as I poured my heart out or when I had completely nothing important to say. Because of you, I learned to be patient in waiting. I also learned about tofu chips and heartdog. Salamat sa pagturo ng steps when I completely don't get them. Thank you for always giving. Thank you sa paghatid at pagsundo. Salamat talaga sa lahat. I am really thankful that we're closer now na kahit snide remarks chill lang. I love you, Zy'e. You have a good heart. I hope that in the near future, you will not push yourself into doing something just to please others. I really hope that you find your way and you will be complete mind, heart, and soul in the process.

Steph. Kahit malayo ka dati, you always made a point to reach us. Thank you for being there when I needed you. Thank you for the advice. Thank you for the free stays in Rada! I hope you find a great partner soon. Haha. You are equipped with quality education (lol) and I know that you will make it big at one point. Always stay humble and grounded. I hope to see you succeed! Love you!

Darl. I hope you get in St. Scho na! Or anywhere else. You have a heart to serve and you always give your best. Sana di ka na masyadong busy so you have time for everyone. Hope you'll always be well. Salamat sa lahat!

Julia. Your mind is different (in a good way) and very creative. Your beautiful works will be big one day. I hope you'll be a great mommy as you are as a friend. Thanks for everything, Gums. I do hope that everything will turn out to be okay for you. Rainbow after the rain? Love you.

Joy. Thank you for being there for me when we were in college. You saw my crazy and serious side. I saw yours too... but more on the crazy side. Haha! Kidding. Anyway, thank you for listening. Thank you sa encouragement. Thank you for always wanting to watch my recital and actually being there! Salamat sa suporta. I hope you will continue to work hard to reach your doctor dreams. Hehe. Proud of you!

Rest of VEH, thank you sa lahat. Salamat sa tawanan, gossip, at kung anu ano pa. I hope you will all become great doctors one day. Tulungan tayo. Sana palagi kayong masaya at sana matulog kayo paminsan minsan. Try ninyo lang. Hehe! Love you, VEH. If things will not work out the way you planned, know that the energy to change your path is within you. Find your strength and do what it takes.

Ms. Marianne. Thank for nitpicking every time we have lessons. Salamat sa pagturo sa akin ng tama at maling pagkanta. I know we almost always have the same corrections every class pero siguro konting practice and in time, I will be able to correct my habits. Thank you for making each class light and informative. Ang dami kong natutunang techniques. I even wrote them all down so I will remember. Hehe. I hope your TMJ will be gone na so you can sing more freely (kahit sobrang galing na kahit meron). And I hope you take those aerobics and dance classes na rin so you can land on all the lead roles. Konting praktis at confidence lang sa dancing and you will be okay! I'm glad that you are doing what you love for a living. Not all people do. I wish you and your family all the best! Stay happy :) And don't forget to rest once in a while para hindi ka po palaging nagkakasakit.

Ms. Vanessa. Thank you for the years of music. You heard me when I was starting and you are still with me now when I am trying to have a better control of my instrument. Thank you po sa corrections at sa oras. I hope you'll have a happy family!

To everyone else, thank you for everything. You have touched my life and taught me something. For those, I am eternally grateful. Salamat salamat salamat!!!

I am playing Miss Saigon Cast Recording. I know it's a sad musical. But I love this musical.
I noticed that I am wearing magenta the whole day (from Misa de Gallo up to my pajamas). Second favorite color.
Weehee. Positive vibes!!!