Monday, November 19, 2012

Show of Skill Blues

Last weekend was the registration for the West End revival run of my most favorite musical in this ten billion light year universe! I knew about the auditions a month ago but I am not "ripe" enough to audition for it yet. I have a lot of techniques to master and I need a lot of practice. Yes, I am a little heartbroken. Well, at least, I would not make a fool out of myself if ever I mess things up.

Next week is the open auditions of one of my favorite theater companies in the country! They will show Addams Family next year! My heart is soaring. I love Wednesday! But again, I am not ready for it yet nor do I think that I will be by next week. Or not. This feeling sucks really.

As I remember my horoscope (yes, I read horoscopes once in a while), an opportunity in November will keep me preoccupied until 2015. This opportunity is very vague! I know I might as well take everything and see for myself. If things go by smoothly this week, I might go and try. I know the horoscope is "true" for all Geminis, but hey, I am a Gemini and we might be all in this together? Wishful thinking. November will end in a few weeks and I better grab this chance, right? I wonder why only until 2015! Hahaha. My graduation in PSID will be in November 2015, but the school opportunity came in September. Look at me, totally believing in horoscopes. Eeep!

Anyway, as I said, if things go well this week, I will audition for Atlantis. I will try to prepare every single day. And yes, not too much as I do not want to be voiceless on the day itself. It will be on a Monday, by the way. And yes, I have 3 more allowable absences in EPD. My heart is so confused and a little crushed right now. Eeep! Hold still.

Whatever happens, I will kill it in my voice and jazz class tomorrow. I feel so motivated right now (and hopefully this continues until tomorrow). I'll practice my songs and routine when my brother's tutor leaves. Career time!

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