Over time you will see you have travelled so far,
Uneasy though it may seem you are a shining star.
Although at times your struggles seem never ending,
Read through this all my love I am sending,
Every day waiting to receive just one hug which always seems pending.
Staring at a reflection that always seems blurred,
Trying to forget the hurtful things you’ve heard.
Running away has always been your way to cope,
Only I would misjudge the steepness of the upcoming slope.
Never wanting anybody to really know,
Giving up but have nothing to show.
Edging near to what you want to be the end,
Regardless of a future you just can’t comprehend.
Taking time to think of process the achievements made,
Happy feelings wishing they had stayed.
Another key element to this is remembering you can’t change what has already been,
Never being able to forget what you have seen.
Years pass you by at times it feels like a lifetime,
Over the years at times you have walked a very thin line,
Underneath all your hurt the consent fear you have that you think you will never be fine.
Endless tears you seem to cry,
Veins which have been severed you still say to yourself why.
Everybody looks at you and thinks your fine,
Reoccurring memories there yours and mine.
Guidance we all need it to help us stay on track,
Idiots say things that hurt us at time we feel we may crack.
Venomous words that you then think are fact,
Escalating emotions so tight and compact.
Years you have spent waiting for thing to change,
Over thinking second guessing at times you may have felt strange.
Unravelling years of mixed up thoughts and feelings,
Struggling to understand things that have no meanings.
Echoes of your past are never far away,
Letting go of the past knowing they will never pay,
Fighting your demons day to day.
Cracked mirror lies on the floor,
Reaching for the exit door,
Every day thinking I can’t do this anymore.
Deep within you something has kept you hanging on,
I know it’s hard when all your fight is gone,
Trust me I know you are not the only one.
Forgiving yourself is so hard to do,
Other people have no clue,
Recovery is a process we need to go through.
(Got this from katimorton.com)
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